old time, past time, gold time. i forever cherish it. i witness the God in this family, in this world.
A Japanese house now occupied by a high rank cadre of the ruling party.we ready to treat ourselves for Women's Day upon ema's suggestion. these days i a bit idle, waiting for something. ema reconciled and did her part of duty swiftily. i sorted my stuff and prepared for something. Yesterday is International Women's Day, ema claimed we will dine out, near 5 pm. a cop on his bike awaiting just outside of the garden near emakingir's house, and left before we arrived the cross of the road near he stood. i shot some photos in meal in a nearby restaurant. when we left a single female departing before us and let me doubting if she wanted to show me something. the night at home was peaceful, ema played game for 2 or more hours, while baby watched aside. i watched tv. when we went to bed, its warm still. but in dawn i listened to the wind whirling and very sleepy. when i got up i guessed it snown. after seeing the new snow i picked up my camera again. its 4th time i brought my camera with me in office. now the sunshine like the golden sugar liquid, and warm like baby's soft and wet palms. and i know i was blessed and saved. my fiancees, my most concerned, coming closer than any time when in barriers. View AlbumGet your own Home| Linkbook| Album| iStream| eCard| Profile
since last time got heat 2 weeks ago, i enjoyed kindergarten life so far so much. every night its fixedly game time. dad and me passed through many breathtaking moments with those great pc games. i also pick the habit to watch baby program on CCTV-1, a Chinese monopoly media company, which totally banned animations from overseas. dad frequently sneers the quality of domestic baby channels, but we really don't have rich options. via some downloadable p2p source dad got some Taiwanese baby educational dvds, which had been my favorite videos in the past, but now lagging Internet download speed under Chinese Internet dogs' filtering forced us to choose, on which we don't regard favorable with newer update from the publication comparing games. however, that sorry news don't upset me a lot. creative mind and variable entertainments don't leave me a second. dad now enjoy games very much, and sometimes i can leave him alone to game. but i still need to ask him to launch game, for if he can choose from the world he waiting for and the virtual world of game, he always choose the former. its a long time when i waiting for my google wave, but its too soon to see it grows into ripe. the speed of communication on Internet likely turns more concurrent, google wave surely shown the trend, but still its public page/url based allow more solitary and worthwhile consolidation of knowledge and its improvements. looking into its future, i really feel quite bright. it rightly paves the gap between blog and instant message, results into a moderner publication media. Ok, its a nice morning. my feet turn cold in several days. last night i got heat again. so this morning the grandma again came over to watch me at home. dad hope i recover soon. so is the world of mine. From Baby son's works updatemy crayon impression: weeds growing. From Heading toward peace&gracewatching dvd. View allGet your own View all Get your own See and
this is a unexpected post, for latest post just days ago. however, baby recently had a haircut and a bath, which delayed 2 weeks for his heat, too wonderful to miss, just amid the second snow of 2009 in this eccentric northeastern China city. this week i finally got my google wave, a powerful real time collaborative online publish tool. there r already bulks of talk about the breakthrough the google new service brought, but in my view, its a kind of tool let everyone readily and easily setup a personal forum or chatroom. its really helpful, esp. for a Chinese, who is used to limit their opinions or intimacy within small private groups or forums. that's why in China forum ran so long and still a main social media for most of Chinese Internet users. the freak of China authority also likes to see the limited spread of information as well as public opinions, felt safe trapped them in forums which mostly close and membership required to join communications there. the most popular instant message tool, QQ, also set many limits one can own a group, and the size of the group, and needless to say the backend harsh keywork censorship and event logging for the police. its a long time when i waiting for my google wave, but its too soon to see it grows into ripe. the speed of communication on Internet likely turns more concurrent, google wave surely shown the trend, but still its public page/url based allow more solitary and worthwhile consolidation of knowledge and its improvements. looking into its future, i really feel quite bright. it rightly paves the gap between blog and instant message, results into a moderner publication media. last week is a more or less miserable week, for i in 2 or 3 days busy in office, where the shit monitor absent for his father-in-law bought a new house, and took him there to help decoration, so the corporate lan wire he occupied can be adopted by me. so i missed waiting and saluting to the tall girl likely newly employed by QRRS, my once a
ema suggested to haunt Lun River after all her pupils left. i hesitated but couldn't let baby alone. so we together launched. in the river baby really had a good time! he enjoyed the water so much! i kept on shot. neighbors likely including some evils and dogs surveillance us. one of 2 men babbled and claimed too brutal, just let us know. God sees the beautiful scene! for youtube banned in China for a long time, i had found other video hosting site to post my video of baby playing in the river. so i found vimeo, and registered some family frequent accounts. but this moment access to it unstable, China surveillance likely dog chasing after us and ruin any way i can make use of. however, this video is available, as vimeo email to report me this message. the dark over China Internet sky really sick and thick nowadays. i bet its resolved with the collapse of dictation in China, the dogged land and my vested kingdom from God and my ancestor. view our happy moment with water in Lun river of Heilongjiang, a tour of an hour bus from ema's house, aside the city of Qiqihar. http://www.vimeo.com/5830120 the same movie hosted on flickr, shorten for the site's limit on length of movie. http://www.flickr.com/apps/video/stewart.swf?v=71377 http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited#5364025922584177570 http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited#5364024672350407250 visit recent album including our happy time in Lun river, at google: http://picasaweb.google.com/benzillar/NewTrackAfterReunited bye, all my beloved, time left for us is bounty while words between us is peculiar. join me my beloved, sooner the better. 1 of 3 Home| Linkbook| Album| iStream| eCard| Profile
it has been weeks after baby returned from his Beijing journey with his grandma. he was sound on the day he returned, which let me relieved. last night the kindergarten teacher, a woman in family name Liu, visited our home and urged he to return to the kindergarten. baby admitted to return to kindergarten several days ago. these days he average hanged outside twice. last dusk, ema accompanied him in South Garden and i also went to see him. there is already an ugly old woman with her 6 years old grandson. th
the sun burning this northeastern part of China for days. but it didn't last. last night ema open the window in the mid night for heat in bedroom. but this morning the sun disappeared and after one or two hours in the morning it started to drizzle and turned heavier near noon. i dozed all the morning, for last night ema and baby haunted supermarket and returned lately. when i finished our dinner its already 11 pm. just after morning work time ema buzzed and let me stay in office now that it raining. i staye
these days seriously engaged with gaming. most of free time spent gaming on pc with baby or attending games downloading. baby demanding when playing games, and sometimes can be annoying. i sometimes find pleasure on chatting with home town youth online. they r fighting for making a living, and i can see more talent young persons leaving the mountain village in central China. these days in office i still had to defend myself when reading or just stay in front of the desk. the facing colleagues and they all a
the rain continued till early afternoon. i rode to the little restaurant near the dorm of QRRS through the rain. i ate necks of chicken at a favorite price of 5 rmb. returned to office the sky soon turned dark yellow. even the rain likely brought down lots of sand, it still cover the most of sky and let the range of sight greatly shortened. i read in the afternoon, including reviewed my posts published just before i was sent to my home town asylum. i saw the fight in my brain, against adversity and animosit
its a bright afternoon. baby recently got a cold and pumph and a doctor even warn irregular sound in his heart. yesterday i was melt in sorrow and merciness. but today he still so naughty and sound. he recently frequently demands cares with cries, which quite annoying, including his mother upset with his cries. i enjoyed the cyberspace presence very much. but after got wired the office pc, i sometimes on the contrast lose right mood to busy with the internet, instead, felt boring into doze and tears, r
these weeks a bit busy, for the freedom world offers so many invalueable stuff. in these weeks, my family sites continued to expand, now including delicious accounts, which now support yahoo account's automaitcally login; tumblr blogs, which so powerful while so fit; seesmic, a twitter client can help me bypass the deadly blocking of twitter from China surveillance; and tweet.im, an autoposting service binding with gtalk account. i also seeing family site expanding within demestically, including 139.com, an affiliate of the monoply company, China mobile, and dii.cn, a twitter clone with neat interface. since yesterday, i felt i should preserve family 2 new namespace, riveryog for me and warozhu for baby son, warren zhu, Hope of China and God of universe, with facebook, the best and largest social network. China surveillance likely blocking facebook's sms service within its sovereign, for i tried several mobiles, none can receive facebook's verifying code in sms. i tried to reach out a Taiwanese among my google contacts, but his mobile also can't receive my facebook's verifying code. these weeks mostly sunny days. with God's beam, i like to fly at will. China surveillance blocking more and more famous sites, including google sites, goole apps, tumblr, hellotxt, posterous, and yahoo meme, but i was never daunted, each time i lose an open voice channel, i would try to compensate with new reach out to more brilliant western world sites. God's message never fade, or wind-gone, but populate springly. i enjoy seeing my future people voice here now, a missing treat for my loneliness i suffered so far in this eccentric corner of northeastern China. i enjoy the virtual team in God's shine, upon every directions of the globle. its also mostly lightened days, with so many games. baby son made every free moment gamed on my new notebook with my companion, imersing in games like "frontline" or "call of duty". play games is my long time dream, esp. when i saw quite less informe
these days i was attracted by recent larger games very much. visiting uncle accompany me playing these games. dad latest also join me to play and thankful for gaming is his long time dream. we never try online game, but dad hope i can enjoy them when i grow up and independent. these days i also join kindergarten. mom chose senting me to dad's once employer's subside kindergarten, for it runs for quite some years and the facilities strong. we also got grant from the company, as part of its employee's wellfare. i so far don't loathe to join my class every morning. Ok, now i suggest my recent photos of my bath. dad don't miss any chance to make record of my activites, for as he once told me, he just want never regret for the passing of golden times in our lives, for i m so brilliant. From Baby Son Bathed In Late Autumn Halobaby bathed at home in warm late Autumn From Baby Son Bathed In Late Autumn Halobaby watching his mom gaming and enjoy team gaming. View allGet your own more of my bath. See and download the full gallery on posterous Home| Linkbook| Album| iStream| eCard| Profile
these days dad started to try larger and newer games, now that we r equipped a powerful notebook, an Acer AS4736g. dad like the game "Front line: fuel of war" at once, but he likes to play with right mood, while i always insatiable for completing a games in a puff. so later i finished the game with my visiting uncle, let dad at a loss. these days i also tried using scissor to cut paper. i retouched my paintings posted by dad last time, with ease paste icons. so here dad again publish them. OK, its time for sports. mom asked me to haunt outside with football now. hope dad got his girls sooner. i love to see his new family with all his favorite hostess. From warrenzh's works baby's work. Home| Linkbook| Album| iStream| eCard| Profile
Posted by benzrad zhu to benzyrnill, set to fly, like dragon fly... Embedded media -- click here to see it. baby son bathed in warm Autumn dusk from be21zh on Vimeo . baby just haunted outside with his grandma, while i busy with posting his recent paintings, as well as my recent photos.then his mother bathed him even there is a boy student receiving ema's tutorial here. i dislike ema don't pay attention to privacy but God shows me it doesn't matter.its a warm Autumn dusk, bright and dry sunshine through the window of our balcony cast a loveable and moving family peace in the house. Ps: i also just got showered in public bathroom. a nice weekend. visit this album on google picasaweb . View this post » Leave a comment » View allGet your ownView allGet your own Home| Linkbook| Album| iStream| eCard| Profile
the thunder storm descended twice in 2 days. its appearance very shocking and terrifying. endless thunder, echoing great sound, and heavily rains. i love the rain very much. it all began after my baby bird left my sight and join her family who got her again after the baby bird likely fell from its nest. neighbor wife told me and i caged her. after fed her 3 or 4 times, she still struggle to leave the cage so i release her and watched till her parents join her. God bless my bird, who so smart and cute. these
the coffin held in the square for rebunding, also the offspring of the past shown their mournings to the past, also the moment the villagers witness the wax and wane of families.
old time, past time, gold time. i forever cherish it. i witness the God in this family, in this world.
old time, past time, gold time. i forever cherish it. i witness the God in this family, in this world.
old time, past time, gold time. i forever cherish it. i witness the God in this family, in this world.